Sunday, July 08, 2007

Are you cheesy?

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Apparently I am ;)

I have just sent off my 3 middle rugrats to spend time with thier Autni A. in Iowa.
This aunt, who is actually my cousin, is the only person on this earth that will drop anything and everything, take a week off of work and come to my rescue. sounds dramatic does it?

Not so.
I refuse to take anti-psychotic meds but I am losing my grip. I can not stand my life right now, and I am an angry person becuase of it. My spouse, is normally very wonderful, but he is struggling with me struggling.

He just says ''pray harder and things will get better.'' & I ''must not be trying hard enough '' and things of this nature.

this is the second month in a row where I am down to $2.52 in my account, and 2 weeks until pay day. Lifeis rough, and I am wearing out. DH ha sbeen in Ak. for 5 weeks now and will be home around the 16th. I just hope I can make it until then.

man I am a dwoner today, go spend your time soemwheres else, since I am just sad....and pathetic....and...I will just end there for now.

5 comments:

mom2princess said...

I am sorry that you feel sad. I hope that things that get better for you. I will keep yo uin my prayers.

thanks for visiting my blog.

Carrot Jello said...

Hello. My name is Carrot Jello. I think we are long lost twins. Where can I get myself a cousin like yours? Why on earth do you refuse to take medication my friend? I just got an envelope full from my BIL on Friday. I will start taking them tomorrow. Don't lose your grip, I'll hold onto you while you flail around a little. Sometimes praying harder doesn't help as much as medicine does. If I had any money, I'd send it to you. I will pray for you. Hold on. (((Dee)))

Carrot Jello said...

you can always e-mail me. My e-mail address is in my profile.

Carrot Jello said...

E-mail me. I'm not a psycho. Well, not yet. Promise

mom2princess said...

I Am on meds..... I was afraid to take for a long time. I am so glad that I do take them now. It is not bad at all. In fact I am so grateful for them. I feel so much better now!