Medications

What do you think about anti depressants and or anti-anxiety meds?

I have taken them in the past, and I have read up on them since then, I am terrified to take them. My non-LDS Dr. suggested I simply take a 4 oz. glass of red wine each night. She says this will help with the anxiety and stress. It will also help with sleepless nights.

So which’s worse? The meds that may cause; Headaches, dizziness, heart palpitations, liver failure, pain in the extremities, shortness of breath, lack of sexual drive, and unexpected murderous rage if stopped abruptly.

Hmmmm......

What are the side effects of 4 oz of Red wine each day?

(I am obviously playing devils advocate here, I have not purchased the red wine.... yet ;)

Thanks ladies

I appreciate the 'pick-me-up'

I really really do.

Why are we racked with such guilt? Why do I feel so guilty for letting my kids go for a while? Its n ot like its forever!

I cant take the meds cuase I spent 3 years addicted, and it took me DANG hard work to gte off, but when I did get off I was SO MUCH happier. I am trying to do those things that made me happy then again. (But moving back to Alaska is not an option)

I am doing ttapp
I am cleaning out my house
I am taking time for me

But what I really want to do is;
Binge on sugar!
It has been 4 years since I have consumed sugar, you would think that I would have a handle on this addiction by now.
Nope it still has me!

Are you cheesy?

Apparently I am ;)

I have just sent off my 3 middle rugrats to spend time with thier Autni A. in Iowa.
This aunt, who is actually my cousin, is the only person on this earth that will drop anything and everything, take a week off of work and come to my rescue. sounds dramatic does it?

Not so.
I refuse to take anti-psychotic meds but I am losing my grip. I can not stand my life right now, and I am an angry person becuase of it. My spouse, is normally very wonderful, but he is struggling with me struggling.

He just says ''pray harder and things will get better.'' & I ''must not be trying hard enough '' and things of this nature.

this is the second month in a row where I am down to $2.52 in my account, and 2 weeks until pay day. Lifeis rough, and I am wearing out. DH ha sbeen in Ak. for 5 weeks now and will be home around the 16th. I just hope I can make it until then.

man I am a dwoner today, go spend your time soemwheres else, since I am just sad....and pathetic....and...I will just end there for now.

Learning curve

Man, I do NOT know what I am diong in this blogging world.

I dont know how to imbed music, or cool graphics, or even where to find those cool graphics, and I am really not so sure I should spend the time to figure it out. I am already WAY behind in my list of to-do's.

mow the yard
clean out the closets
run 3 miles
balance the checkbook
write a campaign letter
squish some baby bums
finish the Mt. St. Laundry Marathon

Write thank you letters to my amazing family and friends who have done so much for me

Draw up house plans.

phew I am
getting

sleepy

I think I will take a nap.

Anyone else?

I swear if miss Carrot jello were in my neighborhood I would have to wear depends!
She is so hillarious, I look forward to nothing else, (well besides bedtime when I get to go back to sleep) she is one funny momma!

is any one else amused?

Also wanted you to know I have reached the pinnacle of my success, I am now on myspace.
myspace/deannaggg

come visit, but warn me ahead of time, cuase I am set to private

(so that all those men will stop harrassing me and offereing to kidnap me away and woo me away from my sweet hunky husband!)